Undecided about this one. I liked some of the other books by this author, but this one somehow didn't sit right with me. The writing was ok, some humor, some drama.I disliked the hard-sex-as-cure-for-problems-theme. The first person POV was ok, but I couldn't really sympathize with the MC. His former relationships all failed because he isn't able/doesn't want to talk about the bad things that happen on his job as paramedic. On the other hand in his own telling he panics and talks and explains quite a lot - possible only if it stays in his head and not be shared with another human being? It didn't feel very realistic for me. Also that the other MC (a cop) seems to be the only person on the planet to understand and accept this behaviour.