I'd do nothing but reading if I could (ok, maybe eat some great food, buy some fancy shoes between two books...oh, and spend some quality time with the gorgeous guy I married while I am on reading-break anyway...)
I don't believe that you can start loving your rapist in real life.
This was a "Hate and Love" thing for me.
I am not a fan of rape and I didn't really buy into the way this "love story" developed - this notwithstanding it was a beautiful read.
So I am quite conflicted about it.
The writing was brilliant. I just didn't love the whole concept - you could say it was outside of my comfort zone.